讀多少書不是最重要。

拿甚麼分數亦不是最重要。

懂得說多少種語言亦不代表甚麼。

到了最後，這些都不重要。

最重要的是你是否學會愛。

我覺得「愛」是永遠學不完的課題。

從那裡學會愛是關鍵。

如果我們從電影裡學的話，那不是真愛。

愛是要從耶蘇身上學回來。

祂要我愛車廂內的露宿者，我可以嗎？

祂要我愛穿著女裝的男同學，我做得到嗎？

祂要我愛那些恨基督教的人，我能夠嗎？

我還在學習中。只要我願意將我一生放在天父手裡，讓祂鑄造我，我總會越來越懂得去愛。因為我會越來越想愛。

Oh, and I love how the two new songs I chose have NYC in their music video ;)

Please pray that I can love this city.

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每個人都有害怕的事。

我少時候害怕的是死亡。

我十多歲害怕的是不被父母疼愛，不被朋友接納，不被別人認同。

我廿多歲擁有所有最美好的。我有非常支持我的家人，有愛情，有朋友，有學業，有夢想，有使命。我並沒有缺乏。但是我越擁有，我越害怕失去。

我怕父母離開我。我怕他不再愛我。我怕與朋友失去聯絡。我怕畢業後找不到工作。

我怕夢想慢慢變成惡夢。我怕使命感逐漸消失。

每個人都有自己面對的方式。這是我的...

如果我生命在我自己手中，我早就放棄了。

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我最近在看很多年前買的一本書。它是【Blue like Jazz】。

作者用一種很casual的方式去思想Christianity很多不同的理念。我覺得很有趣。我想分享少少。I'm going to share in english for my friends who don't read chinese.

In the chapter Belief, Donald Miller talked about something that really made me think and reflect about my own beliefs.

"One morning I was sitting at the counter in the kitchen talking to Rachael about love and marriage, and she was gleaming about her hustband a little, and I told her in one of those rare moments of vulnerability that I was scared to get married because I thought my wife might fall out of love with me, suddenly, after seeing a movie or reading a book or seeing me naked. You never know what might trigger these things. Rachael looked at me through the steam that was coming off her coffee and said, very wisely and comfortingly, that when a relationship is right, it is no more possible to wake up and want out of the marriage than it is to wake up and stop believing in God. What is, is what is, she said."

This experience helped the author realize "that believing in God is as much like falling in love as it is like making a decision. Love is both something that happens to you and something you decide upon."

Donald Miller was not trying to talk about love, but rather, he was more interested in why we believe in God. He noticed that we often like pop-culture icons not because they share our beliefs, but simply because they are cool. "The undercurrent running through culture is not giving people value based upon what they believe and what they are doing to aid society, the undercurrent is deciding their value based upon whether or not they are cool."

He pointed out that we don't believe things because we believe them anymore. We only believe things because they are cool. The problem is "the belief that there is a God and a devil and a heaven and a hell is not a fashionable thing to believe."

I think this is a great topic to reflect on. What do I believe? Why do I believe it? Are we only doing things and associating ourselves with things that are considered cool?

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